
Crushing Green LP
The second full-length album from Australian singer/songwriter Julia Jacklin, Crushing embodies every possible meaning of its title word. Itâs an album formed from sheer intensity of feeling, an in-the-moment narrative of heartbreak and infatuation. And with her storytelling centered on bodies and crossed boundaries and smothering closeness, Crushing reveals how our physical experience of the world shapes and sometimes distorts our inner lives.
âThis album came from spending two years touring and being in a relationship, and feeling like I never had any space of my own,â says the Melbourne-based artist. âFor a long time I felt like my head was full of fear and my body was just this functional thing that carried me from point A to B, and writing these songs was like rejoining the two.â
The follow-up to her 2016 debut Donât Let the Kids Win, Crushing finds Jacklin continually acknowledging whatâs expected of her, then gracefully rejecting those expectations. As a result, the album invites self-examination and a possible shift in the listenerâs way of getting around the worldâan effect that has everything to do with Jacklinâs openness about her own experience.
âI used to be so worried about seeming demanding that Iâd put up with anything, which I think is commonâyou want to be chill and cool, but it ends up taking so much of your emotional energy,â says Jacklin. âNow Iâve gotten used to calling out things Iâm not okay with, instead of just burying my feelings to make it easier on everyone. Iâve realized that in order to keep the peace, you have to speak up for yourself and say what you really want.â
Produced by Burke Reid (Courtney Barnett, The Drones) and recorded at The Grove Studios (a bushland hideaway built by INXSâ Garry Gary Beers), Crushing sets Jacklinâs understated defiance against a raw yet luminous sonic backdrop. âIn all the songs, you can hear every sound from every instrument; you can hear my throat and hear me breathing,â she says. âIt was really important to me that you can hear everything for the whole record, without any studio tricks getting in the way.â
On the album-opening lead single âBody,â Jacklin proves the power of that approach, turning out a mesmerizing vocal performance even as she slips into the slightest murmur. A starkly composed portrait of a breakup, the song bears an often-bracing intimacy, a sense that youâre right in the room with Jacklin as she lays her heart out. And as âBodyâ wanders and drifts, Jacklin establishes Crushing as an album that exists entirely on its own time, a work thatâs willfully unhurried.
From there, Crushing shifts into the slow-building urgency of âHead Alone,â a pointed and electrifying anthem of refusal (sample lyric: âI donât want to be touched all the time/I raised my body up to be mineâ). âAs a woman, in my case as a touring musician, the way youâre touched is different from your male bandmatesâby strangers and by those close to you,â notes Jacklin. On the full-tilt, harmony-spiked âPressure to Party,â she pushes toward another form of emotional freedom. âWhen you come out of a relationship, thereâs so much pressure to act a certain way,â says Jacklin. âFirst itâs like, âOh, youâve gotta take some time for yourselfââŠbut then if you take too much time itâs, âYouâve gotta get back out there!â That song is just my three-minute scream, saying Iâm going to do what I need to do, when I need to do it.â Crushing also shows Jacklinâs autonomy on songs like âConvention,â an eye-rolling dismissal of unsolicited advice, presented in elegantly sardonic lyrics (âI can tell you wonât sleep well, if you donât teach me how to do it rightâ).
Elsewhere on Crushing, Jacklin brings her exacting reflection to songs on loss. With its transportive harmonies and slow-burning guitar solo, âDonât Know How to Keep Loving Youâ ponders the heartache in fading affection (âI want your mother to stay friends with mine/I want this feeling to pass in timeâ). Meanwhile, on âTurn Me Downââan idiosyncratically arranged track embedded with hypnotic guitar tonesâJacklin gives an exquisitely painful glimpse at unrequited devotion (âHe took my hand, said I see a bright future/Iâm just not sure that youâre in itâ). âThat song destroyed me in the studio,â says Jacklin of âTurn Me Down,â whose middle section contains a particularly devastating vocal performance. âI remember lying on the floor in a total state between what felt like endless takes, and if you listen it kind of sounds like Iâm losing my mind.â And on âWhen the Family Flies In,â Jacklin shares her first ever piano-driven piece, a beautifully muted elegy for the same friend to whom she dedicated Donât Let the Kids Win. âThere are really no words to do justice to what it feels like to lose a friend,â says Jacklin. âIt felt a bit cheap to even try to write a song about it, but this one came out on tour and it finally felt okay to record.
Despite its complexity, Crushing unfolds with an ease that echoes Jacklinâs newfound self-reliance as an artist. Originally from the Blue Mountains, she grew up on her parentsâ Billy Bragg and Doris Day records and sang in musicals as a child, then started writing her own songs in her early 20s. âWith the first album I was so nervous and didnât quite see myself as a musician yet, but after touring for two years, Iâve come to feel like I deserve to be in that space,â she says.
Throughout Crushing, that sense of confidence manifests in one of the most essential elements of the album: the captivating strength of Jacklinâs lyrics. Not only proof of her ingenuity and artistic generosity, Jacklinâs uncompromising specificity and infinitely unpredictable turns of phrase ultimately spring from a certain self-possession in the songwriting process.
âAs I was making this album there was sort of a slow loosening of pressure on myself,â Jacklin says. âThereâve been some big life changes for me over the last few years, and I just found it too tiring to try to cover things up with a lot of metaphors and word trickery. I just wanted to lay it all out there and trust that, especially at such a tense moment in time, other people might want to hear a little vulnerability.â
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The second full-length album from Australian singer/songwriter Julia Jacklin, Crushing embodies every possible meaning of its title word. Itâs an album formed from sheer intensity of feeling, an in-the-moment narrative of heartbreak and infatuation. And with her storytelling centered on bodies and crossed boundaries and smothering closeness, Crushing reveals how our physical experience of the world shapes and sometimes distorts our inner lives.
âThis album came from spending two years touring and being in a relationship, and feeling like I never had any space of my own,â says the Melbourne-based artist. âFor a long time I felt like my head was full of fear and my body was just this functional thing that carried me from point A to B, and writing these songs was like rejoining the two.â
The follow-up to her 2016 debut Donât Let the Kids Win, Crushing finds Jacklin continually acknowledging whatâs expected of her, then gracefully rejecting those expectations. As a result, the album invites self-examination and a possible shift in the listenerâs way of getting around the worldâan effect that has everything to do with Jacklinâs openness about her own experience.
âI used to be so worried about seeming demanding that Iâd put up with anything, which I think is commonâyou want to be chill and cool, but it ends up taking so much of your emotional energy,â says Jacklin. âNow Iâve gotten used to calling out things Iâm not okay with, instead of just burying my feelings to make it easier on everyone. Iâve realized that in order to keep the peace, you have to speak up for yourself and say what you really want.â
Produced by Burke Reid (Courtney Barnett, The Drones) and recorded at The Grove Studios (a bushland hideaway built by INXSâ Garry Gary Beers), Crushing sets Jacklinâs understated defiance against a raw yet luminous sonic backdrop. âIn all the songs, you can hear every sound from every instrument; you can hear my throat and hear me breathing,â she says. âIt was really important to me that you can hear everything for the whole record, without any studio tricks getting in the way.â
On the album-opening lead single âBody,â Jacklin proves the power of that approach, turning out a mesmerizing vocal performance even as she slips into the slightest murmur. A starkly composed portrait of a breakup, the song bears an often-bracing intimacy, a sense that youâre right in the room with Jacklin as she lays her heart out. And as âBodyâ wanders and drifts, Jacklin establishes Crushing as an album that exists entirely on its own time, a work thatâs willfully unhurried.
From there, Crushing shifts into the slow-building urgency of âHead Alone,â a pointed and electrifying anthem of refusal (sample lyric: âI donât want to be touched all the time/I raised my body up to be mineâ). âAs a woman, in my case as a touring musician, the way youâre touched is different from your male bandmatesâby strangers and by those close to you,â notes Jacklin. On the full-tilt, harmony-spiked âPressure to Party,â she pushes toward another form of emotional freedom. âWhen you come out of a relationship, thereâs so much pressure to act a certain way,â says Jacklin. âFirst itâs like, âOh, youâve gotta take some time for yourselfââŠbut then if you take too much time itâs, âYouâve gotta get back out there!â That song is just my three-minute scream, saying Iâm going to do what I need to do, when I need to do it.â Crushing also shows Jacklinâs autonomy on songs like âConvention,â an eye-rolling dismissal of unsolicited advice, presented in elegantly sardonic lyrics (âI can tell you wonât sleep well, if you donât teach me how to do it rightâ).
Elsewhere on Crushing, Jacklin brings her exacting reflection to songs on loss. With its transportive harmonies and slow-burning guitar solo, âDonât Know How to Keep Loving Youâ ponders the heartache in fading affection (âI want your mother to stay friends with mine/I want this feeling to pass in timeâ). Meanwhile, on âTurn Me Downââan idiosyncratically arranged track embedded with hypnotic guitar tonesâJacklin gives an exquisitely painful glimpse at unrequited devotion (âHe took my hand, said I see a bright future/Iâm just not sure that youâre in itâ). âThat song destroyed me in the studio,â says Jacklin of âTurn Me Down,â whose middle section contains a particularly devastating vocal performance. âI remember lying on the floor in a total state between what felt like endless takes, and if you listen it kind of sounds like Iâm losing my mind.â And on âWhen the Family Flies In,â Jacklin shares her first ever piano-driven piece, a beautifully muted elegy for the same friend to whom she dedicated Donât Let the Kids Win. âThere are really no words to do justice to what it feels like to lose a friend,â says Jacklin. âIt felt a bit cheap to even try to write a song about it, but this one came out on tour and it finally felt okay to record.
Despite its complexity, Crushing unfolds with an ease that echoes Jacklinâs newfound self-reliance as an artist. Originally from the Blue Mountains, she grew up on her parentsâ Billy Bragg and Doris Day records and sang in musicals as a child, then started writing her own songs in her early 20s. âWith the first album I was so nervous and didnât quite see myself as a musician yet, but after touring for two years, Iâve come to feel like I deserve to be in that space,â she says.
Throughout Crushing, that sense of confidence manifests in one of the most essential elements of the album: the captivating strength of Jacklinâs lyrics. Not only proof of her ingenuity and artistic generosity, Jacklinâs uncompromising specificity and infinitely unpredictable turns of phrase ultimately spring from a certain self-possession in the songwriting process.
âAs I was making this album there was sort of a slow loosening of pressure on myself,â Jacklin says. âThereâve been some big life changes for me over the last few years, and I just found it too tiring to try to cover things up with a lot of metaphors and word trickery. I just wanted to lay it all out there and trust that, especially at such a tense moment in time, other people might want to hear a little vulnerability.â

















